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I am Afraid of People watching me

Joined: 10/17/2013
Posts: 1

I am afraid of the constant feeling of always being watched; it’s as if pairs of eyes are following my every move. These eyes must criticize me for being too weak to stand up for myself; I must be like them in order to be accepted. These eyes that cannot see that deep down inside they’re hurting me. They think that I can’t hear their whispers. They think that just because they don’t address me directly that I don’t notice their eyes looking at me.
These eyes that follow me, not because I’m pretty or because I wear the nicest clothes. These eyes that follow me, not because I am popular. These eyes that see my scars, but not the pain behind them. These eyes that stare because to some, I am a freak.
I am afraid of these eyes because all they see is the bad. These eyes only see what’s on the outside. These eyes that see me as an outcast because I am not perfect, I never will be. I always wander what life would be like without these eyes following me, but then I realize why would I want to change myself just because other people don’t like me?
This feeling is always there and I have come to realize that it is never going away.
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