Posted: Tuesday, June 26, 2012 8:50:36 PM
In sixteen years, I've lived in two countries, three states, seven cities and nine houses. And yet, when I moved to my current house, it just felt like home. I thought I would finally be happy here.
The first year was great. I had friendships beyond my wildest dreams... And as we got older, I realized that the people I surroud myself with have almost nothing in common with me. I still love them to no end, but the gap between our goals and personalities is too big to close. We barely do anything together, besides for movies, simply because my friends would rather be in a mall and I would rather be on a nature hike.
And yet I keep the friendships alive, even though we have nothing more to even talk about, because... I'm too scared to go out into the dark world of high school all alone? Our history is throwing me into denial-mode?
Aren't these the wrong reasons for friendship?
I'd be glad if someone is going through the same thing with thier friends and could tell me what they did about it, because I have no clue what to do. Thanks a bunch in advance!