Posted: Wednesday, July 6, 2011 4:09:42 AM
Posted: Saturday, July 02, 2011 7:20:13 AM
I just don't get why I still feel the same way
I ask myself everyday
why am I opening myself up to get hurt
over and over again?
It makes me sick,
and I want to vomit when I admit
that I still love you
and I know somewhere inside you love me too.
I don't know why, but it feels safe to be around you.
NO STUPID GIRL JUST STOP!
Before you get overwhelmed,
I can't let you go and hurt yourself this way!
It would be so much easier if you hate me
and stay away
so then I have no choice
and my feelings will fade away.
It makes me sick
I want to vomit when I admit
I still love you.